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2/27/02
this is my journal, bug wanted me to have one or something. im kinda glad she insisted me to have this. i really don have nething to say. i want a job but i need to finish my application...i think i might do that later. i hope i can get a job with bug. im gonna be going to nuzzes bday partay tomorrow, i really hope juicey is going cause i havent seen her since forever. i got nuz a stripper for her bday :P not really, its a ken doll. lol im trying to learn nirvanas come as u r, i tried playing it today on my drummies when i got home, lets just say it sounded nothing like it was supposed to. i get so pissed at myself cause i cant do nething rite. there r so many things i want to be able to do but i cant. i kno that if i practiced i could but when i try to practice i just get pissed cause i cant. another thing that i get pissed at is me in general. i just cant stand myself. i feel like.................i odnt kno how i feel towards myself, but i just piss me off.
3/1/03
i just got back from nuzzes partay. omfg, i was the funnest thing i have done in a while. juicey was there, yeeeeeee, im so glad she was cause i havent seen her in months. my dad pisses me off. he took me to nuzzes house but it took him twice as long as it should have. first of all he didnt listen to me when i said wat road she lived on, i told him she lived on pullin hollow rd. ok he seemed to get that, but omg he still took the wrong fuckin road. so we turned around and went on the rite road but this time instead of turning at the third house he kept driving. the road was a dead end, so we turned around again and after 20 mins of bull shitting around we finally found her house. other than that i had a fuckin awesome time. and guess wat?!?!?!?!?! I ACTULLY TALKED AND HAD A GOOD TIME!!!!!!!!! oh but i did get sick and i felt really bad about it but after i yammied i felt better.
3/2/03
today is carlys bday, i was gonna call her but i wasnt sure if it was or not, lol. she called me though so i wished her a happy bday. i wasnt sure if it was her bday, i was waiting for her to say" um......dude my bday is tomorrow", but she didnt so i was hapy for that. lol. today was a very boreing day. i shoulda worked on my homework but since i am a slacker, im putting it off till tomorrow on the bus.
3/6/03
its been awhile since i wrote. nothing has really happened. i have to go to the firehall on saturday morning for a breakfast thingy, so that will prolly be the highlight of my weekend! i wanted someone to come with me but everyone wants to sleep in, everyone except carly,she has a good excuse. her grandparents r at her house and they r going shopping, but everyone else is so lame. i mean bug says she wants to sleep in, i get that and understand, but she says she wants to have fun on friday, does she think that i dont.......omg! i really feel like i need a b/f i dont kno y, its hard to explain, but i do. i think that if i had a b/f it would make me feel like i was worth something, im not sure but ohh well. since my mom isnt gonna let me go to ozzfest, i think im gong to atf(aquire the fire). its this christain concert thingy, they have mosh pits!!!!!!! thats about the only reason im going but not the only one. yep yep:) lol. ive been a vegitarian for three days now and im going to be a complete vegitarian cause since im lactose intolerant it wont really bother me, but help me. ive been eating ice cream for the past couple nights and i have gotten sick, i was wondering y, then my mom asked me how much dairy products ive been eating so i ogt my answer. lol im not going to eat eggs or seafood either, seafood is little animals and eggs r baby chickens that didnt have the chance to be chickens.:'( lol
4/9/03
whoa!! its been a while. well since the last time i wrote in here nuthin has happened. i mean things have happened but theyre not worth writting about...they might be, im just in a pissy mood. my "bf" (lets just say "hes" more like a gf) has a crush on jock strap(brian kabel, or however u spell his name) its bull shit!! i mean i odnt care, ive wanted to break up with him for about a week but i didnt have the heart to.....but i odnt care now, omg. i dont kno what to really think..........i odnt know what i want to say about it so i wont say ne thing. jeeeeeezzz...........i feel stupid. i get embarassed of myself and just want to escape outta my body and hide, hide from myself. well.....nuthin to say nuthin to say....
4/17/03
whoa! its the 17th, days have been going so quick. im really happy cause tomorrow i get to go to the mall and hang out wit bug and juice.....i think, im so glad i have friends. they make me feel good!:) umm.......well its the end of the term and i odnt think im failing ne classes, i hope im not. i odnt kno what my problem has been, i used to be a honor roll student, now i have to worry if im failing or not:S jeeeezzzz..well just like i said before i have nuthin else to write so im not going to write ne thing. toodle loo
4/26/03
its been awhile since i wrote in here!! i want to jam.............i want to sing.....................i want to scream my lungs out! ahhhhhhh........everyone has plans so i odnt think we will be able to this weekend :'(
5/13/03
helooo world............life sucks.....not rela! for the record........i never rela liked jay......i knew how he was so i htink i was just playing along. juice wrote this awesome poem tho.......even tho jason didnt hurt me, its still funny as hell.THANX JUICEY!!
BEANISH SCHNITZEL
U hurt my friend
now u must pay
if u like ur dick
u better pray
that I croak before
ur dicks judgement day
or if u took toilet paper
for granted like u did my bud
well maybe ull think about that
after u poop ur next wafer
yes, u do anger me
yes, ull be walkin funny
no, im not lying
I rela want ur ass fryed
think about ur boxers soaked in gas
think about ur ass hairs
singed from the blast
think about apologizing
and not being such an ass
think about ur sex life minimizing..
think about the old fuds u harassed
ass raped by a watermelon.. how tantalizing?..
think about turds on ur doorstep
think about the crotches cut out of ur pants
think about where ur mouse traps are kept..
then think bout how they could make u dance
remove ur dick from ur mouth
and ur head from ur bum
no one is as pathetic
to drink their own cum
fuck u Jason Wilson J
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